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Monday, September 22, 2003

Today I felt awesome.

This is going to sound silly, but last night Bob_omb (i'll just call him bob now) quit centerfuse becuase of how everyone ganged up on me. Then dcdude quit becuase bob quit. So I was thinking about quitting all day, and I thought this was a great opportunity, so I quit too. It turns out alot more people than I thought liked me, so I've made some friends through that. I feel so, like, refreshed. It's ridiculous that an internet message board could make me feel so down, but quitting it feels great. I have so much more free time, I don't feel like I need to worry about what my opinions on anything are. I feel better knowing that I'm not someone that's 23 and spends 19 hours a day on a message board, thinking they're the coolest shit.

And today I actually did all of my homework! And I was done by four! And then later today, I studied french. I STUDIED. I went into the lounge by myself and just studied. I feel so awesome for actually being a good student.

I've just felt so great and relaxed all day. And I even tried not being an ass, and made it through half the day without making fun of someone! I'm making alot of progress.

Oh, last night, I was thinking about my concern of becoming an alcoholic. So I went to the hockey part at 2 AM and didn't drink. I rooock.

A bunch of other stuff happened today, but I don't remember. I just feel very good, like I did something right with my life. Good stuff.

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