I know I act like an asshole sometimes. But sometimes I wish I really was one.

Becuase then I'd get the girl like the REAL assholes.

I. Fucking. Hate. Tonight.

I hate this shit. I hate what i feel, I hate how I act, and I hate what happens because of this.

I hate girls. I hate stupid girls that go for the wrong guys instead of me.

Usually, I act like a jerk. But everyone once in a while, I go out of my way and try to do something nice. And what do I get?

I get shit. I get nothing. I get to watch what I want slip away to some other fucking asshole just because I don't try to take advantage of people when they're drunk.

I hate everything so much.

I just want to cry.

Except girls don't like it when guys cry.

Just fucking bury me. Nothing good will come from this.