I think I'm developing a gambling problem. I better stop.

Tonight we went to Roger's party. Saw alot of old friends and there were alot of really young people there. Saw Roger, Sasha, Lindsey, Rachel, Amanda, Kathryn and alot of other people for the last time for a while.

I feel like shit every time I see Emily Weitzel. I try being friendly but she always walks by me and ignores me. Same thing happened at Pasarello's last week or so. I don't even remember why we fought before. I give up, ughhh. So at Roger's party I hopped over the porch railing to avoid an awkward run in again.